today went to discuss more about upcoming project.
met his fren too...
and the pressure is soon up..
been bored.. and kinda blank..
did minor training today...
was late and i was already drained..
so left early. tks andrew for dinner.
on my way home met YH..
he damm idiot treat me invisible when he saw me.. BOO diaper man.
yeah. thats about it for today..
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had been flexing myself up ytd.
met andrew at his place to discuss about the upcoming book publishing!!
this is smth i did not expect?
but once its official i will tell u more about it. thats for ytd...
today... i felt very different.. i chose to be alone... spend time today..
enjoy each hour i got for myself..
played a few rounds of games...
watched movies... and randomly... browsing my pictures...
brougght me alot of happy as well as sad memories....
the one that impacted me MOST was my little cousin.. - AMANDA
when she was brought to this world... she was already living at my place..
looked after by my mum..
until she was 3.. her parents decided to take care of her themself...
this was a very very sad moment for me and also... especially my mum..
until NOW..
i really care alot about her...
wondering how is she...
and does she still even remembers me.. :(
to sum it all... i spend sometime opening photoshop.. to create smth for her.
met andrew at his place to discuss about the upcoming book publishing!!
this is smth i did not expect?
but once its official i will tell u more about it. thats for ytd...
today... i felt very different.. i chose to be alone... spend time today..
enjoy each hour i got for myself..
played a few rounds of games...
watched movies... and randomly... browsing my pictures...
brougght me alot of happy as well as sad memories....
the one that impacted me MOST was my little cousin.. - AMANDA
when she was brought to this world... she was already living at my place..
looked after by my mum..
until she was 3.. her parents decided to take care of her themself...
this was a very very sad moment for me and also... especially my mum..
until NOW..
i really care alot about her...
wondering how is she...
and does she still even remembers me.. :(
to sum it all... i spend sometime opening photoshop.. to create smth for her.
=) PRAYS that she is still as happy and joyful FOREVER.
201
been away for past few days.... due to...falling SICK!!!!
that explains why i was missing.
had been busy working in school... worst still when im ill... it feels kinda ... wrong...
arm was over strained too.. cannot stretch straight due to the first training lesson...
lol damm weak.
BUT.. im ready for the next training..!!
which will happen tmr!
no more strains i hope..
oh ya.. for the past few days...
tks wy for buying dinner and made u wait for me for more than 30mins.. so sorry.
kc + his dad for driving me home.. lol... insane educational talk during that journey..
haha. get well get well..
get well sooon!
200
Woo~ finally i reached post 200!!really been bored.... woke up today feeling the aches from ytd...
my upper body is aching kinda badly...
lunch was earlyy.... and i indeed had a good rest...
HOWEVER......
sigh... spent my afternoon working on NIE...
was kinda tired..... and depressed especially when it comes to evening...
was unable to do proper designs... =(
bored bored bored...
feeling a heavy life now..
why is it that when we grad... i start to feel like this?
despite the very good grades....
am i really in the wrong field of life?
SIGH.
199
work has finally stopped! or rather paused for the next 2 days..monday is back to work!!
however me and kc will finally be given access to the necessary rooms...
with the necessary working desks and laptop... ahhh.. cant wait for that.
school work has never been interesting yet... maybe cus i am in charge of RESEARCH... which is smth i feel i cant do as well.
went to meet a friend of mine after work (stranger actually)..
he gave me some training... and in return.... i gotta build up several sites from him...
in return.. he share some of his profits each mth!! i think its a great deal on both sides :)
arms are very wobbly now... cnt do much now...
gonna rest early tonight!!.. looking forward to late rest and sleep for tmr..
198
many GREAT things has happened in my life recently! have no intention to show off, but these are just things that makes me happy.- MP Project was runner-up.
- IT Project show was successful and ended!!
- Recieved my testimonial
- Recieved project show cert
- Given a part time job with fairly good pay
- Time to see all my friends to share the joy once again.
It has been a very joyous ocasion, especially today.
went out for dinner with the grp at TM - escorted by 2 drivers WZ and Justin.
took justin's car (for safety reasons. lol)
had only dessert at Cafe Cartel cus my mum COOKED dinner...waiting to heat up the food now... hungry..
hmm share with all a secret.
i will be experiencing cooking SOON!
will upload the pics if i happen to prepare a dish!
197
today went to TP's headquarters early in the morning!!it had been since quite a long time when i wake up at 6++ am in the morning.
went there with kc and we met up with mal.
morning administrations were kinda boring.. but we 3 had things sorted out..
we are now temp staff of TP.
so cool right?
however, we were all tired...
i tink especially me.. =( wasnt sure how to start my project... SO HARD...
bought snacks after lunch at Cheers..
late in the noon, i was starting to doze after finishing up my "pizza snack"
so GG.
currently feeling very restless and no energy..
TMR its IT PROJECT SHOW! and... wats more important is... Life after Grad.
hope everything tmr will be fun :)
196
today has been very random.. thats how i feel...
my FREE days are numbered.. to be honest... ending :(
sense and forsee an unstoppable journey full of rocks and mountains awaiting for me.
i wish i will be able to take those setbacks.
i wish there will always be you to be there for me.
thats all it matters to me right now.
2 months from now is wat i will be looking forward to.3 months or maybe 6 months from now is where i will start to feel lost.
2 months or maybe 5 months from now is where i will earn more money.
195
couldnt find ways to make myself up...i wonder how.. i wonder why..
boring day for me..
plus the rain that annoys me..
shaved my head alittle and went out for dinner with wy.
bought alittle snacks at supermarket
then headed home.
tmr is... NIE day.
siggh. foul mood.
194
lots of time wasted everywhere the whole of today.gotta make myself busy doing things on weekends and next week onwards.. i'll be busy.
which is a good news i suppose despite the tiredness and stress that i will have to face.
my mind cnt really allow me to type properly right now..
will end this post with this qns:
what is trust?
193
IT Project show isnt that fun at all :(went back to school just to "RE- demo" our presentation...
gotta clear that once more TMR MORNING!! 9am please =X
stayed in school today till 4pm with a stomach croaking like some frog...
went to tm century square for dinner..
to me its EX la.. but cus didn go there for dinner before... the drink i ordered was"yuan yang"..
some kind of coffee in a cute cup..
kinda alittle not sweet enuff for me.....
after eating went to shop and save to look for my milk powderrrr...
cnt seem to find the one i need... gotta need my mum's help on that..
ok guess tats about it? duno wat else to say already.
192
good morning~~YEP back from a class chalet with very little sleep?
well overall it has been fairly alright?
this year's class chalet involved 10% BBQ, 45% frying and 45% mircowaving.
lol... so no ambience....
but guessed there wasnt an option since everyone was waiting for food..
learnt a new food reciepe!! PASTA.
okay i know it may sounds easy to most.. but for me... im only a beginner.. haha..
shall cook the creamy sauce with mushrooms or smth one of these days!!!!
i felt that this chalet has been quite a success..
things we did:
- some bowl-ed
- some pool-ed
- some eat
- some talk
- some jokes
- some sleep
- some eat again (like kc..lol.. nah i think he was more controlled tis time round! LOL.)
- some cook
- some snores!!
- some loved
- some sweat
not sure if everyone agrees? but to me everything was great especially for the lack of sleeping area...
since night 1 i had the bed :( , i decided to let others have the bed for night 2. seems more fair this way?
OH YA!
btw, thanks to shellen and wq for that boxer kola bola!!! his name is "CRUSH" and also the UNLIMITED chocolates mannn
and also wz for his "pro" driving services *ahem*
and justin, kel, kc and myself for help organize this chalet :)
191
ok today this post is soley dedicated to...MS LUK WING YI.
tommorow is her driving exam..
a day as important as her wedding day!
too bad i cannot be with her...
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT........
may all my good luck go to her tommorow..
good luck. good luck. good luck.
hope she will pass it on her first try..
no matter what the final outcome is.. i'll still be here.
:)
189
its been a................. boo day?woke up... and late in the morning aruged with my mum over some minor issues... boo.
nevertheless, i am still alive..
the sky was pouring in late noon.. and postponed the appointment with kc to a later time.
went "sheng shiong" supermarket to get the items needed for CHALET on monday.
looking forward to that... :)
i called several ppl to ask about the estimated charcoal.. and most ppl said 10kg? lol...
felt that its way too much... so ended up.. me and kc bought the 6kg one...
carried and walked home after that...
and.....
thats about it!
189
YES. busy busy busy.
today has been tiring... sleep was spoilt by a MOSQUITO.. kao..
jumped off bed at 9am... so earllllyyy..
practice singing till around.. 11.30am.. realised i think i will be late.. lol..
so bathed and dashed out cus gotta meet wy at bedok platform!!
went to meet client at NIE..presented our ideas... and...
POOF! she felt excited about our proposed ideas
discussed about money.. and taaa daahhh..
wy got hired.. thanks to my recommendations LOR!
she has already agreed to share the money with me! LOL.. free uni textbooks in years to come :)
nah.. i was just kidding...
we splited with kc after that. and went to JP..
walked and had some dessert.. my drink was not nice at all????
trained back after that.. from WEST back to EAST..
journey was alittle too much for me... became restless..
escorted her to dte before heading back home...
TIRED NOW.
ps: btw fyon if u happen to read this, ps sia... didn want to go cus like wierd wierd de. :)
189
tiring day for me... woke up at 9am..cancelled appointment with wy.. becus tmr is meeting with client.. and to me.. i felt everything was not properly cleared and said..
met team at dte... sat there to discuss.. was kinda serious since i was tired..
had dinner there too.. was filling and cold there..
walked to my house busstop and sat there and waited for wy's parents to come...
my mum's food was COLD already.
lucky she didn scold me..
night was totally freaking sucks.
had to do more work.. more designs..
wats worst.. some of my designs sucks so much... so freaking ugly...
damm bad mood that i decided to give up..
exhausted ready.
SIGH.
all i hope now is...
NIE approves our ideas and pay us well tmr.