canot take it
handed up trif.. thick one..went back home straight upon submitting..
was pondering whether i shld call home to ask if they need to buy anything...
and... almost everyday im doing tt...
and almost everyday.. im paying for everything they asked me to buy..
wat the heck.. i earn my money for? freaking have to pay for everything..
younger bro.. stay at home.. play and play.. eat and eat.. sleep and sleep..
he is going for a camp soon.. sleeping bag not ready.. this not ready.. that not ready... my mum asked me to ask around for a sleeping bag... like only last nite - tis morning.. i was like.. how do u expect me to find one within a day?
SIGH. all blame me.. when i get my pay.. i give money.. i share wat i earn... and now... she just makes me pay more.. soon she will say i spend alot of money.. when i actually didn... and even if i did.. its for them... not for myself..
sumtimes i feel.. i should just spend it on myself instead.. be selfish.. not kind/thoughtful... u will just be made used off..
and i always happen to be the victim.
going out at nite.. for bubble tea.