enduring.
sigh... before i complain about my sip stuffs.. i will start this entry by talking abt childcare.freaking sad..this morning ... my partner was kinda late.. so i sat at the bus stop... nearby.. there is this child care centre.
saw a few cute children.. haha.. their actions all so cute.. so innocent..
then.. i saw this mother.. who brought her child into the centre...
when she placed him there.. he stood right at the gate.. keep waving goodbye to his mum even when his mum didn even turn back..
so sad...see tt boy's eyes.. u know he didn want to be there..
wonder why do parents want to work so hard and spend so little time with their children?
this makes me think about amanda.. (my couzin whom my mum had looked after since she was born).. SIGH. hope she is fine..
for today.. i was kinda trying to endure alot.....
as time passes.. i find tt i cant stand tt guy anymore..
he spoils my reputation..
he spoils ppl's impression of me..
he scolds vulgarities over the smallest possible things... worst than wz...
worst of all.. he scold loudly.. outside can hear.. he speaks loudly...
sigh.. i really scared this might affect me.. and i dun think i can last tt for 4 mths... =(
should i tell rick about it?
and i got this strong feeling..
that i need to build all 4 applications all by myself within 2 mths...
SIGH SIGH SIGH.
tell me wat should i do.