#138
**EDITED**ok. im feeling better. [gladly]
but im sure similar bad mood will come by more often and soon.
mouth that does not belongs to you does not belong to you.
legs that does not belongs to you does not belong to you.
the mind that does not belongs to you does not belong to you.
yes. what did i just said?
i asked my mum this morning when i woke up.
"can i just die?"
at first she said yes.
then i repeatedly ask her again- like a more serious tone.
and she looked and me and said:
"study so hard u want to die off like that?"
i said: "ya."
life is too boring.
even eating can just make me sigh. im really tired.
i can sigh over a wonderful meal for more than 5 times.
so upset about everything.
it scares me so much when it comes to night time.
i just dun like night. neither do i like day.
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just woke up.
felt like the night was long and draggy.
didn really sleep.
im trying to look for a song that can really express how i really feel right now.
=(